Goodbye Tears! Poem by nicola forbes

It hurts........

that you think I am so cold to not know your pain,
that I wouldnt feel the failure as i'm turned away again.
to understand i'm different, and don't know what i'm thinking of,
as I once again destroy the chance I may have had at love.

I'm sorry................

if I hurt you it was never in my plan,
i'd try to make amends for it but know I never can.
I think you made me realise im not the loving kind
I let you turn and walk away, I cannot have a mind.

Forgive me..............

if I made you cry,
but I am hurting too,
I know you feel that you lost me but also I lost you.
you showed me such an intense love that I should covet more
but then you let me fly away because of what you saw.

Forget me.................

I was never worth the pain your going through,
i'll never be the someone who can be the whole for you.
but when you find the girl who will at last complete your heart
you'll forget the broken angel who almost tore it all apart.

Move on...................

and while your moving I will fondly think of you
with a comfortable contentment of the things we used to do.
I thank you for the time we shared although its span was short
i'll always hold the happiness that having you has brought.

Dont cry.....................

for we have more than tears to ponder on our path
and on our briefest journey we both made each other laugh,
we simply understand that we are not what we both yearn
but i'll cherish every moment that it took us both to learn xxx