Guilt.. Poem by anthony fiji

The guilt in my heart grow.
It started with one day now it's so long.
It's eating me inside out but emotions i dont show.
It's making me weaker & weaker i can't anymore play along.

It's coming soon i can feel the heat.
On my neck tighter&tighter is the knot.
It's boiling inside my heart with every beat.
It's so much to handle it's just alot.

Nothing really makes me feel glory.
Barely some good memories.
Sitting with my shadow very lonely.
My hands on my head filled of worries.

It disgust me really makes me ill.
I will die with it...it remains hidden.
Till then every moment for me it's a kill.
Since i was born my life was forbidden.