Had I Known Poem by isabel cecilia

Had I known this would happen
I would have prepared
Had I known what you would do
I wouldn't have cared
But the harder I try
the more it fells like a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget you
and get away from it all
other times i wish i could be with you
and that you would call
if only for a moment
you listened to the things I said
it would mean so much more
than the fantasies in my head
not sure what to do now
or what to say
and if i did i probably wouldn't know how
had I known i would feel this way
and be unsure what to do
I would have vever fallen in love with you