Hallway Of Doors Poem by Audrey O'shea

I'm just sitting here staring at the wall, thru myself i blindly crawl. i float

past every memory every dream, i open one door inside i scream. I

slam the door shut, and open a new, in my room i cut, you i saw thru. I'm

walking down this hallway of doors, thinking which one to choose, I

thrust open a door and down rain pours, myself i did lose. I'm on the

ground crying, i can't go back in, for you i was trying, with you i felt so

thin. i'm back in the hallway witha thud! what's at the end of the hall? i'm

covered in mud, but i continue to crawl. its dark as black, i hear

footsteps follow, i jump thru a door, then i look around and its hard to

swallow. im in his room, above me his ceiling looms, my eyes are

searching for him, for my doom. Thru his door he strolls, back in my

head my eyes roll, my heart he stole. all around me is black, his hands

creep up my back, i turn around, his face i smack. i tumble out of the

door, and land hard on the cool floor. theres one door right in front of

me, the one at the end of the hall, my eyes strain to see, i need to see

it all. the door is open, my best friend stands before me, she knows my

hearts broken, but she looks as if me she can't see. im yelling her

name, she's right in front of my face, my cheeks turn red with shame, as

i know ive been replaced. i lean against a wall, my heads spinning and

i'm crying, i'm thinking of ways to stall, so i won't let myself keep dying.

i find a knife and grasp it in my hand, i stab it thru my heart, i collapse,

no one understands.