Hate In Myself Poem by Alejandra Sanchez

everyday when i wake up
i picture life up above
and think will i be there soon or not
i doubt it since ive sinned alot
da world would be great without me here
so why not, why not pull the f*ckin trigger
why not put an end to all my bulls**t
cuz i know ive done lotz of wrong thingz so f*ck it
so much hate in myself its so hard not to be ashamed
all i can do is stand here and take the blame
everything has caused me to get hit
and all i can do is lay there and bite my lip
cuz theres really a dark side underneath of me
so go ahead b*tch shoot me, i said shoot me
don't be afraid
i aint comin back
im deciding to stay in da black