Have You Ever....? Poem by Shannon Nicole

Have you ever felt so worthless,
That you would do anything to hear someone say they care?
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep,
Even after someone said 'I love you. Get some sleep'?
Have you ever spoke to someone like they meant everything to you,
And they still talked down upon you?
Have you ever had to hide your face,
Just so no one saw the tears well up?
Have you ever scribbled over a scar,
Just so the world wouldn't wonder?
Have you ever felt so alive,
And within seconds,
There's tears on you keyboard?
Have you ever been so caught up in the past,
That you'd still arguing knowing that you are more than wrong?
Have you ever had someone tell you to text them if you were bored,
But wouldn't because you didn't want to ruin their day?
Have you ever felt empty,
Because you were never needed for anything?
Have you ever hung your head,
Because you weren't strong enough?
Have you ever looked at you reflection,
And asked,
Am I really worth it?