He Passed Me By Poem by Eman Awad

He passed me by,
he went on by ignoring me.
Never to turn around or try,
i would've felt even though i didn't see.
What exactly did he feel?
was he hurt trying to perform an act.
But his act was so real,
and i'm dying for a matter of fact.
I see him talking with friends,
laughing but mostly living.
He neither acts nor pretends,
and a heart break for me was given.
I won't be saying how,
and i won't talk about a love was fake.
He is so over me now,
though yesterday i expected no heart break.
I saw angels next to him,
i used to smile and laugh and fly.
His eyes, i drowned in them,
and i had no reasons to cry.
But he doesn't say the same,
he is happy and that's enough.
And he doesn't feel the pain,
that i felt out of his love.
And then i say that i act too,
i try to show them i'm not hurt.
I try not to tremble if they talked about you,
but it shows when i utter no word.
I pass him by, wishing to turn around,
hold his warm hand and take him back.
It's all over between us for real,
and i know i done nothing wrong.
So, it doesn't matter what i feel,
all i have to do is to be strong.
I'll try not to die,
and not to cry if i,
ever had the chance to pass him by.