Heal The Soul Poem by Lauren Joy

So many things I want to say
So many words I cannot find
I had so much hidden anger inside
But I've left it all behind
What do I have to say?
What do I want to say?
What should I say?
What will I say?
The pain of knowing only my own mind
Keeps me in this one place
What do you feel
What do you think?
I can no longer read your face
Memories fade in and out
But confusion hinders true emotion
I miss you, but I don't
I should call you, but I won't
Is it me? Is it you?
Is it both of us being stubborn?
Am I missing the point?
All my theories are old and worn
I want to know why you didn't tell me
The questions pile miles high
Not talking about it is killing me
Do you cry as I cry?
I just want to heal these wounds
I want to work it through
But words keep running away from me
All words except 'I love you.'