Heaven Or Hell Poem by Sharen Suren

Life with different problems and situation
Not all managed to find the solution
Family, friends, love and enemy
Expectation and pains are many

Pain is not an emotion I know
Yet it's all I know 
I can feel it
No one can heal it

I always seem to be so happy
But you should know sadly
With not a care in the world
Many things go untold

My smile hide my tears
I'm being like this for years
All i know I'm not well
Still wondering heaven or hell