Heroine Poem by Nightmist Moonshade

I want you gone,
Out of my life forever,
Just one more hit of you...
Then you hit the road.

You intoxicate me with your gaze.
I can’t get enough.
This addiction is growing
I can’t go down this road,
I love and hate you.

A venom web of our existence,
Caught in this trance.
I can’t pull myself from you
I cant help the gravitation.

What should I do?
Cut my threaded life from yours,
A throbbing fray where union once was

Pain is the burn in my throat
Loss is the salt in my wounds
I miss you both,

The phantom comfort
a mere shadow of what your presence once brought
The drugs that kept me going,
I stopped.
The pain evolved,
The super virus I had grown from my heart.

Eating away all hopes for sanity.
My own little parasite…
My own sobbing little regret.