Heroine Poem by danielle loven

i can't even imagine
what it is like
day after day
night after night
the only thing on your mind
the only thing in your veins
your silent screams and dry tears
as you scratch for more
and while you are laying
staring at the ceiling
praying to the ground
i am praying
to some higher being
my veins going insane with virginity
i want you out of this horrible mess
addiction
fear
it tears you down
chews you up and spits you out
I wish you knew
how sick you've become