High School Loser Party Poem by NikMorgan ...

I never made the guest list
So I’ll have a party of my own
A party that goes with a bang
Then they will know who I am
Belittled and bemused, I hid my self away
Awkward and uncomfortable I never got to play
They just left me to be
The weirdo they pretended not to see
A solitary shell alone
Stranger to all I have known
Soon all will know my name
And they’ll know my pain
Its time to start my show
A nod to Columbine as I go
I am the joke that fired back
Their world is under attack
They know me
They see me
And I see the fear in their eyes
Where I use to see looks that despise
They hide, they scream they run
The madman cometh, the madman and his gun
They know, they curse my name
They fall, they feel the pain
Their sprits once ran free
Now their lost. Like me