His Act, My Death Poem by Emma Reid

Mom,
You use to be there for me
I no why your not now
Because of what your husband did
And the mistake of me telling

If I new it would of ended this way
I would of never told what happened
I just wish you would understand
That it wasn’t my fault

I didn’t ask him to do it
Nor did I even let him
That’s why i'm deeply sorry
I had to end my life this way

I only did it cause I cant live
Without you by my side
You mean too much to me
You’re the only one, my mother

Someday I hope you'll realize
I was right, he was wrong
But that day will be to late
Cause I’ll be gone
To a much better place

I couldn’t live with the guilt
Of telling, it was too much
If I had my way, I’d take it back
Losing you over all this
Wasn’t what I wanted

So maybe when I’m gone
You’ll finally get it
Because in the end
It’s your loss, not mine

So all I have to say now is
I miss you mom,
And good-bye