Holding On 'chapter 3 Pt.1' Poem by Isabella Rose

Unable to ever win
No more fight I can give
The raindrops that fall beneath my skin,
As my lurking shadow hides among the wind
I'm Closer then I've ever been,
waking up fighting all my sins

No more he can forgive
No more pain I can relive
I'd always thought I'd come home
tell him what I found was my own
Joy Beneath the crowds,
And unmarked lands
I'd think to tell him,
My freedom was among the riverbanks and sand