Honestly.... Poem by Matthew Boisjolie

Bleeding through honesty,
after being filtered through lies,
Listening to your emotions,
While your sitting there in a desguise,
once life serves its purpose,
will they love you, honestly?
all your words bringing me deeper,
since i heard your guarantee,
never fufilled or even though of,
will they love you, honestly?

Feel through the dark to see the light,
to this ever damning place, that's inside my mind,
confliction only seeing glass,
now life is levitating, and it tears me apart,
along with all that brings me down,
Is this the life you choose to lead?
Is this the life I want to live? NO!
What you get is what you recieve!
And this is all the love you have to give....NO!
All it takes is what's inside...Make all your fears a reality,
i fight the fight, for what i want,
and in the end get tore down by everything you see in me,
you take my origionality and fake it's not me,
mend me to your demented ways,
and it's all the fate in you,

Last choice you made won't fade away,
even though it's not true you say,
the fate for you, is running,
and catching up quick,
it's the life you chose to live,
and now your pleading with me,
to help you up, and take you back again,
haha. you chose to fall to your knees and tried to take me with you.,
and now im standing tall while your qwivering,

Is this the life you want to live? Honestly?

Kinda confusing to me: -P