Hoppless Dream Poem by Nony Ahmad

i see your eyes all the time weather u r here or u aren't, alright
i feel ur love as u r holdin. me tight
i became so not me after this miss case
i wanna close my eyes and never 2 open them again
in order not 2 get back 2 the real world and not 2 blame
i wanna spend my life tied 2 a chair in a dark room and stay away from ur face
i know u loved me but now itsn't wat i say
all i can do is 2 go far away, in a place i can be me again, i can smile from my heart and be aware zt u'll never be back but well its fate
i think i'll cry 4 more than a day
unstopabble tears are moving me away
i'm loosing my ppl and zts a mistake
i'm being a looser as i'm loosing this game
i've never thought i'll be alone again
you are the one i wanted, you are the one i want
you'll always be alive in my memories who god created 4 being a place where i can keep my ppl BUT u for god sake don't make me think u love me again
i know u won't stay, i knew it from the beginning
it's a hoppless dream and a closed gate