How Can I Move On? Poem by Silence Dogood

I dont know what to do.
How can I move on.
When life keeps repeating.
Like a played out song.

Theres nothing more.
In this story to tell.
Im stuck on earth.
Living in hell.

I wont become.
A fairy tale princess.
I wont get married.
Or wear a white dress.

This is real life.
Theres no once apon a time.
No happily ever after.
For this story of mine.

I dont know what to do.
When theres nowhere to go.
I'll love you forever.
But you always say no.

I'll see pictures of you.
And wonder where am I?
Theres this other girl.
With a sparkle in her eye.

Are you on a date.
Are you having fun?
Did you play with her hair.
Or bask in the sun?

So many questions.
That I'll never ask.
I'll hide the curiosity.
Behind the mask.

I feel so much pain.
And im breaking apart.
But I'll survive.
With a broken heart.

And i dont know what to do.
How can I move on.
When life keeps repeating.
Like a played out song.