How Come? Poem by Juggalette Missa

Why do I bother living?
when i know i'm unwanted,
All these memories of those fight and harsh words keep me hounted,
Tired of Waiting for then to fade and disappear,
Repeating over and over in my head like a never ending nightmare,
Trying to mend my empty and broken heart,
But how can you fix something that wasn't whole from the start,
Wondering if i'll ever find eternal peace,
Choking on all the pain and sorrow like a deathly disease,
I just don't understand why you quit caring,
Blade sinking in my skin red rush out the flesh has started tearing,
Two words remain from this almost lifeless body i've become,
With my last breath i whisper 'How Come? '