How I Feel Poem by Shanice Davis

What I think don't come out right
What I feel don't come out right
I try and try but don't get nowhere
It's like I'm in another dimention
I don't understand myself, so how can others understand me
I'm scared of the truth, but it's impossible for me to believe
why am I scared I don't know why
I'm in MHI starting to see an eye for an eye
I'm smart, I'm cool, I do understand why,
But I don't understand why I don't wanna try
I'm good, I do right and I don't act out,
But I guess I'm a zero person who needs no doubt
Why don't they just let me get zeros and be
I DESERVE TO BE MISABLE! ! ! ! ! why can't they see? ?