How I Let You Fool Me Poem by Aislinn Armstrong

I don't understand, I've ended in a deserted land,
I feel addicted with no fix, now i've fallen into a mix
of emotions and feelings all under white walls and a bare ceiling,
I've made so many mistakes now my life is all that's left to take,
I'm out of control but you're the fix that keeps me from dying, the reason I'm trying, Now i've lost it all I don't see the point, our lives have misjoint;
I cry as i try to forget your touch, I mourne and weep; it's all too much, to bare and carry alone, I can't imagine being alone why does it have to be like this, when we could be as one
I'm sick of hearing 'with time you'll heal', they don't understand how I feel, I don't want to reveal those feelings I will conceal,
He will not win, I'm not letting him in to proceed to succeed,
Even if my heart receives the death penalty at trial, even if I miss his smile,
he won't see my cry as hard as he will try, As I am strengthening my life is slowly lengthening,

I cry as i try to forget your touch, I mourne and weep; it's all too much, to bare and carry alone, I can't imagine being alone why does it have to be like this, when we could be as one
My temper you boiled on a stove, a stake through my heart you drove,
well i'm cooling down and my heart is mending, again i'll love,
you won't be my death or the reason I take my last breath,
my soul i've regained no more will I cry through the windows to my soul again,
my soul i've regained no more will I cry through the windows to my soul again,
no more tremble at your touch or your kiss as such,
I deserve someone better, and now as your reading this lone letter,
in the past so did you, you have met her,
she's even too good for you and I realised I am too...
I cry as i try to forget your touch, I mourne and weep; it's all too much, to bare and carry alone, I can't imagine being alone why does it have to be like this, when we could be as one