I Am Not In I Am Poem by Elius Rubby

summary: 'I ' is represent here the man of high society, learned and rich man who at stage lost the beauty of earth as their heart is polluted by evil and try to find out the way to get ride of form commercial or busy world by getting heavenly bliss or light. the world of those man is so dark that they can not find any glimpse of light. They can light the light of science but this lightness can't remove inner darkness of heart. By Money and social honour make then completely blind. so poet( I) says ' Light light rises & fall near
But I can't see anything fair' whenever I feels that he is in dark world and try to find out the way out at time I. he feels that he cannot get real life he is in far way from natural light as he is living in evil world where all way of natural sun light / the light of faith/ the light of Allah is closed and his soul is sold to devil. so finally he utter that

' I want to see the light of God
I can't get as I am not in I am'