I Can'T Sleep In Nights I Am Awake Poem by Ahmad Shadab Mahsher

I can't sleep in nights I am awake
Now I am so weak and can't talk
You are memories disturbing me
I can't do anything just I can see
You are far from me and I so poor
I am so tired than any time more
Lonely eaten me alive yes, yes eaten me alive
Sometimes I feel that someone beat me with a knife
Darkness is so much in my eyes and I feel still is night
My body says me no more ability to care and to fight