I Cannot Hide What I Deny Poem by Ashley Proulx

I cannot hide what I deny, the only lie you will find is said only to cover the scars on my heart, not allowing the truth to be seen, that it has been shattered and tag as irreplaceable.
You were my world, my everything, and cannot and perhaps will never love another as much as I loved you.
The fear is set too deep and the pain I dare not speak.
I try to open my heart up but I don’t feel anything for anyone but you.
I got myself in a situation that is only breaking me apart again and again a little at a time.
If only I could be honest with myself but at the same time I don’t want to give up on what I have recently found, something tells me not to and so I wont.
I will sit quietly waiting patiently for whatever it is that needs to be told either by sound or action.
Even so no matter what happens I cannot hide what I deny, the lies I tell my heart to stop the pain that’s constantly tearing me apart deep inside.