I Cant Let Go Poem by Hesbon Nyamweya

Do i elope with my broken heart miles away.....
Coz my mind is a field for our memory play....
Do i regress back to your arms andstay....
Coz my smile and joy are fading each day.....
To your seduction am a slave and a weak prey....
Coz i try to move on but i cant let go.

After long toleration and enduring your nonsence.....
I fled with anger but still feel the emptiness....
How do i retreat and overcome this lss.......
When i freeze with each recollection of your kisses....
How do i depart from and forget our promises......
When i try to love again but i cant let go.

So many mistakes you made i couldnt take.....
Believing in you sent my life into a full wreck....
I thought this distance could sew my heartbreak.....
Instead in your charm i sleep and cant wake...
Severally have tried to love again but cant make.....
Coz i still live in you and i cant let go.

My love to you again where do i get....
So do i forgive and come back or forget....
Or i should switch off my feelings to hate.....
Your absence has turned my mind into a memory pet......
I dont know if this ecstacy is real or just a mindset.....
Coz i try to dust my feet but i cant let go.END