I Could Never Find You Poem by Anika dang

I never could find you
I have eternally longed for you
my only quest which is true
so far so now so much endured
though soul, vigour, pep all unsured
I dig every heart to reach that warmth
alas got wounded soul without reform
now the notch in me has dug so deep
it seems unattainable, a peaceful sleep
stucked and scuffed me in the labyrinth
living life now is mere a myth
nevertheless,
I promise to make way to home
where without any fail I rest my soul
you promise that too to embrace me with pride
as life is not life with you not by my side
this false life support won't last for long
thirst has grown humongous and strong
the hope of closure is fainting swiftly
with every blink tear fall abruptly
what is it that is taking so long
come and hold me before I am gone