I Cried Today Poem by Thabitha Marakalala

I cried today

I cried today
Not cause am mad
Not cause am sad
You betrayed my love
You have torn me apart
You have caused me pain
Alot of misery
But this tears are not for that
You took away my smile n left me flat
You left this scar that always reminds me where your heart once sat
It's not the empty promises,
the lies and all that
I cried today
Cause I hate that I love you

I cried today
Not Cause you where the best I ever had
It has nothing to-do with the way I was always glad
I shed tears today
Not cause I miss you
Its not cause I want you
You painted me with lies
The Love and smiles they where all a disguise
Your touch and that burning look in your Crystal eyes
It's not cause of the kisses we shared under this night skies
I cried today
Cause I can't get over you

I drown in my tears every night
Not cause of all the things you did to me
It's not cause of all the pain you caused me
This tears are not cause of the scars that remain
They are not cause of what I Been through in your arms
They have nothing to do with losing your charms
Or the late night calls
Not the sweet lullabies
I cried today
Cause am still in love with you
I cried today Cause i hate feeling
The way that I do

Tbt-M