I Dont Know What Todo Poem by Thabitha Marakalala

I don't know what to do

I spend my past days
Thinking of you
Am running out of options
As to what do to
To get my mind over you
I tried to talk
But my words escape me
To emerge on this page

I feel like my skin is open to expose
The pain that dwells in my soul
I feel more Like I have let myself down
like the moon that abandoned the night
I wish there was a way to make things right
But there's no single star in the cold dark sky
They all drowned in my teary eyes
I still see sadness in their thousand goodbyes

I guess its true the truth is really lies
Cause am fine even if my smile is consumed by my own cries
Without you am really alright
Without you I do sleep at night
I still dream like you are here

Without you my love
I feel Like a breath without the air
I feel Like a singer with no songs
like theres no life in all I say
I feel more Like a poem with no rhythm
Like a rapper with no rhymes
I so damn love you, but I don't know what to do

I spend my past nights
Trying recite to the moon
My pain of losing you
But my rhymes escape me
To flourish on this poem
I feel like hell chose to walk my way
Cursed my smiles and left a dark deep hole that feeds
on my tears
On fears
of living life without you
I feel like I shouldn't be breathing
But my heart keeps beating
Am so damn in love with you
I just don't know what to do..

Tbt-M