I Dont Know Where Im Going Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

I dont know where im going
I have a fear of slowly growing
I cant see what's right anymore
I couldnt be what you wanted
I guess my face is always haunting
I wouldnt change myself even if i tried
I just wanted to be myself
I just wanted to be something else
I couldnt see what was hiding
couldnt count on my heart being blinded
from what I saw it was just pure love inside
and i wouldnt dare hurt myself now
cause i know it'll get worse somehow
all i see are all the lights going out
And i could cry myself to sleep at night
cause my life just aint that bright
and i guess that i could just leave you alone
but we both know im just not that strong