I Fear To Love Poem by Eman Awad

Is it too soon to say i'm in love,
or am i already in love but i don't know?
I've learned never to say i'm in love,
unless i'm so sure and its' signs i saw.
And all the signs i've seen,
every one says i'm in love but me.
I know you are my only dream,
and i feel for you but inside me.
Just inside of me so that no one feel,
but it shows and mostly on my weary face.
Every one but me says it's becoming real,
when they see me looking you in every place.
But once i've been told,
that love, i must fear.
And one day it'll get old,
and you my love, won't be here.
But i know that love to be true,
can never grow in fear or confusion.
And i know i fear to love you,
i fear to be chasing an illusion..
What if i said the word,
and you were gone leaving me pain?
And lonely, i became facing this world,
believe me, then i will go insane.
Hold my hand, tell me you love me,
erase my fear with tears and smiles.
Stand by my side and love me,
tell me that you walk for me a thousand miles.
I fear to love,
take my fears away.
Flying above,
come what may? ?