I Feel Like I'M Dying Poem by Jo Evans

I feel like I'm dying
Hand on my chest
I really feel like my heart is going to stop
Please please ambulance come out
I can't breathe really scaring me
Frightening the hell out of me
My fear that once was is now

MULTIPLYING! ! !

My kids are going to lose their mom
What can I tell them if I'm gone
How can I comfort them if I'm dead
6 feet under I can't imagine
All these nightmarish thoughts
Rollercoasting through my head

I feel ashamed as paramedics
Tell me it is down to stress or anxiety
But I know now I don't need to be ashamed
It's not a weakness it's just a part of me
A part of me I can in time tame
So now when I feel like giving in
Or thinking my life is on the blink
I remember I can stop it by focusing
What can I do to focus that's it

SOMETHING POSITIVE! ! !