I Feel Like I'M Mute Poem by Haley Gonzales

I don't know how...
I couldn't find a reason.
Only for a second...That's what I thought.
But it lasted longer.
It did what I wanted
Too bad it wasn't longer.
It burned
It hurt
It felt so good
I cried
I screamed
And still nothing!
Can anyone hear me?
Hear my cry?
Am I crazy?
Can I ask why?
Will it always be...Lost Forever...With no one knowing?
Still I don't...
Then... Do you?
Please tell me... It's not true...?
That you know but won't share with me...
You just won't risk it.
Because you're scared...You think I'll finish it!
You can tell me
I won't do it.
I thought we were friends! ? ! ?
But...I guess not!
I thought I could trust you! ... So much for that thought!
You said you were honest
NEVER lie or or keep it away!
Today is just another day...
What changed things between us?
There you go...
Judging me!
Well...I'm DONE!
I've set you free.
Say NO MORE!
I've heard it all before.
I can't believe
That you'd really go that far! !
So many memories
Come to an END! !
So much time
That we wasted and put into them...! ! !
[12.04.08]