I Hate It Poem by Brooke Lynn Moore

This world so dark and cruel
I often feel alone
But the worst part about it
Is that I don't have to be
I just keep driving people away
The people that I know care for me
And I can't help it because
I feel if I ask for help
That will show that I'm weak
And I don't think I could
Deal with everybody knowing
Who I truly am, a coward
A girl lost in her own world
With no one to turn to
Screaming for attention
And nobody looks
But if somebody does look
She turns them away
She doesn't think anybody can relate
Or understand why she is the way she is
I make people feel sorry for me
Then turn my back
Why do I do this
It doesn't make sense
I'm only hurting myself
But thats not true
Because I'm hurting everyone
That sticks their neck out for me
And I hate how I act
I hate how I am
I hate who I've become
So why don't I just change my ways
Becuase in doing that I'll feel I'm giving in
And that means I lose
This never-ending circle of hatred
Is my life, forever
I won't change it
But I hate it