You never let me live my life my way
You say it was in my best interest
But was it really or was it just in your best interest
Guess we'll never know because we don't talk, anymore
...
Life is a beautiful gift
Do with it only what will not make you regret it
Thank God everyday
And always count your blessings
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We danced in the rain
We laughed at the moon
These are things I remember
When I was with you
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my final goodbye
i say without regrets
i say without remorse
i say without you
...
I'm going to kiss you like its the last chance I'll get
I'm going to make sure you never forget
I'm gonna let you hold me like you'll never let me go
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In my moment of weakness, I admit I caved
But thats already a part of me that I can't change
Its hard to keep up this image that everythings okay
When its not, cuz its different, nothings the same
...
Hurt? Understatement.
Broken? Understatement.
Shattered? Understatement.
All of the above multiplied by a million
...
I wanna hurt myself
For what I did to you
Boy I know you're hurtin'
But I don't want you to
...
As I look around the room
I realize you're not here
Then rolling down my cheek
Is a single, lonely tear
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You're my favorite little brother
You look just like our mother
You're the most handsome guy in this town
You're the funnest person to be around
...
I don't remember what I was so scared of
Why I was so hesitant to fall in love
I guess all I needed was a little shove
And to see that your hand fits mine like a glove
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When I think of love
You come to mind
You're what I'm thinking of
All of the time
...
I saw you yesterday
Who was that girl?
You put your arm around her
That crushed my whole world
...
Each breath I take
I take without you
Each day I live
I live without you
...
You took a hammer to my heart of glass
Shattered pieces all around
I'm picking up what I can
But I know all will not be found
...
Over and over it plays in my head
As tired as I am I can't go to bed
My heart that is broken, no one can mend
And a hand that could help, no one can lend
...
I'm killing myself every day
And I try to drink away this pain
Though it will never even fade
...
To my husband my best friend
To the man I'll be with until the end
I gave you my heart to have and to hold
My love for you will never grow cold
...
To tell you the truth I have grown up a lot in a year. As I am only 18 years old I know that I will have many more life changing experiences, but I am very pleased to say that I am completely content with my life currently. I hope that my poetry will reflect this obvious change in my life. I am blessed beyond comprehension with a loving family and great friends. I can only hope that my life continues this uphill sprint that it seems to be on. My love and prayers to you all.)
Cancer
Cancer
One of many
Frightening words
For a month
That was all I thought about
Cancer
Death
What if that’s
What it leads to
He'd be gone
Would I cry?
Death
Family
What if I lost him
My dad, gone
My life would end
My mind is crazy
Family
Cancer
Death
Family gone
Death by
Cancer
(Inspiration: Jeffrey M.)