I Hate My Dad Poem by zheung kyuhkoh

you're so strict
and it's making me weak
i hate you
though i need to owe you

you're hurting me a lot
and it's killing me too much
i want to run away and hide
but it's hard for me to climb

it's hopeless
it's useless
and it's making me to hate the world
though i know i have to find a new road

why do i have to suffer like this
if i have a fairy pls. grant me a wish
for i can't carry on
in this wild world of yours.

if you can only find me a way
i'll surelly grant your wish and pay
i know it's quite foolish
but i don't want to be vanish

let me scream out loud
for he may hear all of the sound
i really hates him
and even in my dreams he always win

am i too coward to defend my part?
or for i just don't want to talk to him even when we're far apart
he always embarrassed me
ith the people i know and even to those who don't know me,

how hard is it for me?
how hard is it to cope?
pls. tell me.am i too hopeless?
or do i'd became so faithless?

(emotionally and physically wounded)