you're so strict
and it's making me weak
i hate you
though i need to owe you
you're hurting me a lot
and it's killing me too much
i want to run away and hide
but it's hard for me to climb
it's hopeless
it's useless
and it's making me to hate the world
though i know i have to find a new road
why do i have to suffer like this
if i have a fairy pls. grant me a wish
for i can't carry on
in this wild world of yours.
if you can only find me a way
i'll surelly grant your wish and pay
i know it's quite foolish
but i don't want to be vanish
let me scream out loud
for he may hear all of the sound
i really hates him
and even in my dreams he always win
am i too coward to defend my part?
or for i just don't want to talk to him even when we're far apart
he always embarrassed me
ith the people i know and even to those who don't know me,
how hard is it for me?
how hard is it to cope?
pls. tell me.am i too hopeless?
or do i'd became so faithless?
(emotionally and physically wounded)
I know this is personal, but you chose to publish it so throw more light then on why you hate him and defend yourself if need be.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Very sad and heartrending reflection on abuse, written with clarity of thought and mind.