I Hate To Do This To You Poem by Brandi Young

I hate to do this to you
But you need to know that I can't take the pressure
Of this cold cold world
So please pull my plug

I hate to do this to you
But I don't know what to do
So can you please pull the trigger
I promise It won't hurt me

I hate to do this to you
But I have thought of everything and this
Is the only thing I could thing of
So please dont be sad it wasn't your fault

I hate to do this to you
But it has to happen
So please give me the bottle and unscrew the lid
I'll go peacefully so dont worry

I hate to do this to you
But it's the only way to end your pain
So please don't follow me
Cause it's not your time, it's mine

I hate to do this to you
But its my only escape
I'll pour the gasoline, if you light the match
It's not your problem it's mine, so don't worry about me

I hate to do this to you
But it's the only way I know how to stop this nightmare
Please dont cry
I love you

I hate to do this to you
But its hard I've been through this too many times
So please hand me that rope
And don't look back

I hate to do this to you
But I can't handle this anymore
Its my time to go, so please don't wait
Cause no one can save me now!

(6-28-05)