I Love You Poem by Rachel Madison

My whole entire life means nothing
Everything sucks and the few people that I trusted enough to share my burden…they took it and crushed me
Every dream, every hope, every love…turned on me
I don't want to be myself anymore I'm sick and tired of waking up to the same old thing every morning
I hate this I hate me I hate you I hate her I hate him
I used to love everything…everyone
But no…people have to go and ruin that
They have to make me just as cold as everyone else…just as cold as themselves
I don't even know why I waste my time anymore
And by that I mean I don't know why I'm alive
I mean nothing I do nothing I'm worth nothing
If death wasn't such a scary thing…if death wouldn't hurt those who actually care
I would welcome it with open arms and a bottle of pills
Isn't this tragic? Being as young as I and feeling this way?
I don't know…all of you made me this way
So why don't you tell me
Did I really deserve any of it?
I love you.