I'M Lost Poem by Brandon Azuoma

I'm at point in my life where I'm lost
I really just don't know what to do
I don't want to do anything that I won't enjoy
But I don't think I can succeed off the things I enjoy
I don't even know if I'll have the opportunity to do something I won't enjoy
And is there really any meaning to life if you're not doing something you enjoy
I like creating
Music, Art, Technology,
I'm a creator
and I feel that I can't do that
or else i won't 'succeed' by normal standards
by Nigerian standards
by American standards
by the world's standards
by anyone's standards
I just want to be free to enjoy myself
Enjoy life
I just want to be free of it all
I don't want to be lost
I just am
And I don't know what to do
And I don't think there's a solution
I don't think there is freedom to enjoy
I don't enjoy this anymore.