I'm Lost At Dusk Poem by Emily Casbourn

I feel lost inside
Every time I think I've found my way
I turn the other way
Left turns into circles
Right turns into squares
My heart is almost sinking
Dealing with anxiety
Depression I am so alone
Nobody seems to notice
I don't even think they care
The tears are dried up now
Left to dwell on my own
I don't know where to go
Left to drown
Somebody help me
I can't see the light
My throats closing
I guess I need to fight
Death can fall out of sight
Longing to love who I am
Nobody sees me the way I do
Left in the dark
I'll light my own way back
Rollercoaster steps beware
I am a giant
Ready to fly
Heavens waiting to see
I am free
Alive and happy
Nobody got me to that spot
I walk my own road
I learn my own strengths
I am stronger for myself
I can't hang onto you as much
Tired I watch
I lose sight of the clock
I am alone once more
Times not my enemy
I am my enemy
I stir up anxieties
Depression and funks
I am the one who is lost
I am alone at dusk.