I'M Sorry Poem by Ocean Myranda

I don’t know what to do.
How do I make you see?

I’m so in love with you.
I wish I knew what was wrong with me!

My heart has been broken so many times.
I regret my past.

I can’t speak, I feel as silent as mimes.
I am who gets loved last.

On the inside, I’m dying.
I feel hidden, within me, so deep.

I’m so broken, that I keep crying.
I’m ready, off the cliff, I leap.

I’ve hurt so many.
I can’t live this way.

No one wants the unlucky penny.
After everything that’s happened, I don’t know what to say.

I know he’s far away from here.
I just can’t cheat.

Every time I talk to him, he feels so near.
I just wish, soon, we meet.

I love you still.
I just wish you’d be there.

Hurting you the way I did, I feel like I kill.
Life is so unfair!

I’m ready to die.
I keep trying, but it always leads to pain.

All I’ve done is cry, cry, and cry!
I feel so insane!

I will always love you!
I will always love him!

I wish you can understand what I’m going thru.
You and he are not one of them!

I’m sorry, I still love you,
Please try to understand, You mean everything to me,
This is the end,
Please try to forgive me too!