I Need Poem by nicola forbes

I need to find a safer place to get out of this rain,
to see the blue above the grey and feel the sun again.
I know I have a lot of work that starts on the inside,
Ive got to find that hidden place my feelings like to hide.
I need to gain that deeper strength that helps me to let go
and face the future free from all the things I shouldnt know,
release the neverending thoughts that cause me so much pain,
to find the key within myself - unlock me from this chain.
I need to run through dew swept fields and not expect to fall
and try to understand if you were worth my love at all.
but ill not shed a single tear as memories dropp away
tomorrow is a brand new me that I have made today.