I Never Ever. Poem by amanda piscopo

i never ever thought it would come to this.
i never ever thought my heart could take this much pain,
i never ever thought i'd go insane.
i never ever thought i'd go crazy,
i never ever thought with out your love i'd get lazy.
i never ever thought my heart would break into two,
i never ever thought about me with out you.
i never ever thought how painful life could be,
i never ever thought love could blind me.
i never ever thought that you would have to go away,
i never ever thought that i'd still cry to this day.
i never ever thought that i wouldnt love you for life,
i never ever thought that i could manage to put away my kinfe.
i never ever thought that i would want to die, And
i never ever thought that you would make me cry.