I Never Thought Of Having You Poem by Hubertina Huub

I never thought of having you.
when I was about five
other childeren played husband and wife
it looked so sweet
high heels, little feet
mum and dad
playing as if they had
a baby.

I never thought of having you.
when I was about fiveteen
other girls wanted to be beauty queen
going here and there
having boyfriend everywhere
and when it got seriously
they already spoke about a family

I never thought of having you.
now I am twentyfive
still fighting for MY life
feeling the pain day by day
but my baby, this is what I want to say:

I never thought of having you.
before I can give myself complete
I really have to be sweet
for my inner child
she deserves to be beguiled
but it's you who made me see
there is a mother in me
I never thought of having you
but now I do.