I Only Want You Poem by Ashley Nichol

a lot has happened
im not allowed to see you
im not allowed to talk to you
my feelings still have not gone away
they say everything will get better in time - time heals everything
if thats true why do i cry more with each day that passes
ive tried so hard to defend you
to defend you against everything
i dont let them see how i really feel
i dont let them know i need you
i feel physical pain
i see the unseen
i know what i need
i know who i need
ive been called weak for letting you 'walk all over me'
but i know im strong
i am strong enough to know people make mistakes
i love you
i need you
i have never fought so hard
never cried so much
ive never felt that feeling i feel when we are together
i wish this fighting would stop
i wish you were here
i want to be able to show you
nobody will ever feel the loneliness i feel when you walk away
baby
please come back to me...
♥