I Realized Something Was Wrong Poem by Piyas Panda

l realized something was wrong,
but too afraid to question reality;
all l could think were my days mocking,
and l was being ripped apart from my fantasy

yes, l realized something was wrong;
when the pain stabbed deeper in my heart,
all l could carry, was the wound that laughed,
and my painful tears dried up.
l felt no emotion no more
As l realized something was wrong;
the only thing l cared in the whole world
has drifted apart, far away on a distant land
all because of my emotions strangled up in my own hands

Yes, l knew something was wrong;
before all that sorrow coming out at once,
l couldn't make anything of myself
As I question frequently, was it my hate or love?

simple yet dangerous
small yet large
temporary yet stuck permanent
As l know we are finally apart....