I Remember Those Nights. Poem by Rob cote

I Remember trying to Sleep
Restless nights trying to think
what had exacly happend?
The Flames ignited my curiosity
Why didn't I just go home
Isn't god suppost to protect me
will I be left to die alone?

My eyes stay shut
Yet I receive a jolt of energy from this darkness
it makes me feel safer But
These dark Thoughts bring me sadness

Can I acccept. what I am
or what will become of me
a creature of the night
Hidding all these scars to stay safe from Being judged

I Remember those nights
Before I met you