I Said - Nothing! ! Poem by Shaan Pattanaik

Every morning you open your eyes.... wanting the dawn to bring some good surprise;

But, for eyes which cried all night, even the efforts put on the wish is lunatic;

People around me are perfectly programmed robots - to spurn any emotion;

What happened, whom you can never tell For...moments of sympathy n thumb rule of advice to console;

In the end calling you a zany for being just emotional conscious...


But, nothing hurts me - no talk interest me...with the setting sun..

I know the bitter memories ready to haunt me...I close my eyes - I think i sleep at time..

but, in between theirs no new dream; The evil genius make me a forced insomniac.


Some stolen breath with no names...I do my best to live in constrain;

Where, misfortune follows n provoke the pain to sustain.

Alcohol - Drugs-n- gals are not my taste;

Still i know i will die with pain - humiliation n no gain.


I feel like a Alien where Bad is the new Good;

So let your worst nightmare be true n who cares the mood..

Where Pain - heals - pain, I want to hurt myself again n again;

Each new guilt, for being wrong- relives the previous.......