I Still Love You By Niyonkuru Innocent Poem by Innocent Niyonkuru

I loved you more than anything
I gave you my all
I showed you my flaws
You showed me your heels

I used to think that
It'll last forever
I thought that
It's me n you against the world

I wished that your eyes
Will be the first thing I see in the morning
Your warmth
The first thing I feel when I wake up

You held me into hard times
You showed me the path
To the truth of life
You brought me back to life

We used to talk about our future
Little did I know you had other plans
We had Names for our first unborn child
You made my life numb again

Loosing you meant
That I lost my guardian angel
My secret keeper
My everything

You loved me
When I was weak
You picked me up
whenever I fell

Sometimes I try to spoil you
You make sure it's a blindspot
You make me wonder
what did I wrong to you

I tended to give you all I got
But what I got from you was you forgot
I forgave all your wrongs
You forbid all my goods
 
I wanted to land safely
In your arms
You withdrawn
Yourself to my reach

I'm grieving for you
You're stuck in my mind
It felt like I was never
A reason for you to stay

I wanted you to love me
At my worst
Even though
I'm not perfect

We should have been having fun
I mean cuddling
Kissing
Spoiling

There's a time
I felt lost into you
But now
I feel lost without you

I wished to be there
For you when you needed
But you pushed me
Away whenever I tried

I got mixed Feelings
I don't know whether
I'm stupid
Or stubborn

Cause whenever
You wrong me
I try to
Find the best in you

No matter how much
I trusted you
You took it for granted

My trust
My love
My time
My everything

You tore me
You wrecked me
You sabotaged
My life



You'll always have a place
In my heart