I Use To Have Such A Sweet Heart Poem by chelsi Ruffing

You know at one time I loved you
Maybe by some small chance you loved me to
Yeah I know I did self harm
All up and down my arm
Yes I know it was wrong
Before I was not that strong
I use to have such a sweet heart
But you ripped mine apart
You have no clue on how much I hide
I hold it all inside
Just so you never see
You know I was happyen when it was you and me
My fears I will defeat
What I did I won't repeat
At one time you were mine
Yeah in time I will be just fine
I can't ever rest
I'm putting your love to the test
My heart had to mend
You hurt me bad I won't pretend
Everyone keeps reassuring me
Of what you did with she
I want to hide in my home
Just so I can be alone
I don't want another broken heart
I lost a huge part
When I lost you I cryed to many tears
I have so many unwritten fears
Happyness is like sweet dreams
For you thats what it seems
Open your eyes
Didn't you ever see the scary sighns?
I have nothing more to say
Wait yes I do and this is
Should I say hi or goodbye?