I Use To Think Poem by nic nic

i use to think i was not special in no way i use to think things would change if i just wake up from this dream i live in every day. I use to think the world would be a better place with out no it will just stay the same nothing would ever change. This world is full of evil in every way.I use to say i want to end it but then again i just want to live in peace thats all i ask for in this life. the hurt and pain peopple have caused me i need to put that aside and truely live my life follow my heart on want i believe cause i cantual trying to end my life its true one day i will get it done it's not my time to go so i guess know i need to give up that end.they say i need to learn how to trust but who that is when the world seems to always turn on u no matter want goes on. I'm truely not on my own