I Wait For A Time Poem by Holly Heron

I wait for a time,
When thoughts never matter,
Where life's as insignificant,
As the smallest grain of sand,
Where it can be snuffed out,
And nobody would notice,
Nobody would care,
For sometimes thoughts run through my mind,
Unbidden,
Is this life real?
Or are we simply a dream?
The toys of some cosmic child,
Who enjoys pain,
Who enjoys suffering,
And hopelessness?
I wait for a time,
When thoughts never matter.